myfirstblog for my girlies

i experienced my first tears of joy today…

watching two beautiful people coming together :)

i didnt know i could be so happy witnessing another’s love story, both ending and beginning at the same time

AHHHH, im still excited…dont know why ahahah :P

Erin…

haha, i guess im a bit late in the day but you are more than worthy of a tumblr shout out  any time of the day :)

Just want to tell you how amazing you are and you’ve been such an incredible blessing in my life <3
Even though I’m like super far away from you and we don’t get to talk as much anymore, you are still in the same place in my heart and I realized how much more I love you spending time away.  I don’t need to be in the city to know that you’ve only been growing tremendously and I can see the beautiful things God’s been and is doing in your life all the way from here!! I have no idea how I can ever return to you all the good times and laughter and smiles you brought to my life…love you to death baby <3

i feel like im the only one that cares.

i want to do something about it, but i shouldnt have to.

because i shouldnt have to, i dont need to be thinking about it.

i cant help but think about it.

i hate that im still thinking about it.

but i feel like if i dont do anything, it wont go away.

and then again…i shouldnt have to…

ugh, vicious cycle…story of my life.

its annoying.

things i learned via lent:

1.  i waste way too much time on the internet

2.  my girlies are my life <3

3.  people change

4.  God doesnt

5.  college is a nursery for giant babies

6.  self awareness….is SUPER important

7.  im weak!

I don’t really have much to say but I feel pressured to write because I don’t want jiyoon to kill me

Colds are annoying.

i received a package from my mama today…

totally made my day!! :D

besides having to go hulk on it cause every inch of the box was taped..-.-;;

i wanna go home T.T

I know it’s coming and I think I’m ready for it but everytime it comes I lose :(